Someone for me - 1.29.12

We grew up in a small town
not too far away
couldn’t have found a better way
to meet someone new
we met at such a young age
and to only find someone like you
who would be here for me till the very end

Just another piece to the puzzle we call life
learning as we grow together
we always knew one thing in each other
that we’d always figure it out together

Didn’t you always think that there’d be
someone who could be there through the good and the bad
the happy or sad, someone to listen
to all the drama life had put you through that day
if I’m not there to hold you up,
you’re there to catch me when I fall
and know you’ll give everything you’ve ever known
so if there’s anything you’ll ever need
feel free to come back home
cause you were that someone for me

you’ll always have a heart bigger than mine I know
cause you’ll always show me how to fight through
we’ve been there through work and laughter
sorrow and happily ever after
and I don’t know what I’d do without you
cause I know you’ll be there till the very end

Didn’t you always think that there’d be
someone who could be there through the good and the bad
the happy or sad, someone to listen
to all the drama life had put you through that day
if I’m not there to hold you up,
you’re there to catch me when I fall
and know you’ll give everything you’ve ever known
so if there’s anything you’ll ever need
feel free to come back home
cause you were that someone for me

if I didn’t know what to say
id say you are the strongest person I’ve ever known
and the family you have is beautiful and
gives everything they’ve ever known
so if there’s anything you’ll ever need feel free
to come back home

Didn’t you always think that there’d be
someone who could be there through the good and the bad
the happy or sad, someone to listen
to all the drama life had put you through that day
if I’m not there to hold you up,
you’re there to catch me when I fall
and know you’ll give everything you’ve ever known
so if there’s anything you’ll ever need
feel free to come back home
cause you were that someone for me

And if it wasn’t for you then it would be true
that I wouldn’t have believed in everything we thought we knew
so I’ll be there for you till the very end

Didn’t you always think that there’d be
someone who could be there through the good and the bad
the happy or sad, someone to listen
to all the drama life had put you through that day
if I’m not there to hold you up,
you’re there to catch me when I fall
and know you’ll give everything you’ve ever known
so if there’s anything you’ll ever need
feel free to come back home
cause you were that someone for me

So if there’s anything you’ll ever need
feel free to come back home
cause you were that someone for me

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my cover of ‘Ours’ by Taylor Swift <3. 

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Time Was On Your Side -

i’m living a lie 

that’s taking over me

can’t decide who you’re meant to be 

but if i could choose

i’d do it all over again

even if it’d mean i’d lose it all in the end 

time was on your side

and i, just wasted mine

cause the reasons you gave me 

just seemed good enough 

and i was head over heels for you 

can’t you stay and show it to me

before I walk away and regret everything? 

time was on your side, 

this time. 

times have changed and i know that 

so why are you still holding back? 

do you need me to walk away 

to figure out what’s running through your head? 

can’t you just start this all over again? 

as you can see there are so many questions 

so can you please let me in? 

time was on your side

and i, just wasted mine

cause the reasons you gave me 

just seemed good enough 

and i was head over heels for you 

can’t you stay and prove it to me 

before i walk away and regret everything?

oh, time, was on your side 

this time. 

it’s been way too rough out here for too long 

and i need someone to hold on to so, 

can’t you please make me see

why you’ve kept me waiting so long 

for something that’s always been meant to be? 

and here we go all over again 

time was on your side

and i, just wasted mine 

cause the reasons you gave me 

just seemed good enough 

and i was head over heels for you

can’t you stay and prove it to me 

before i walk away and regret everything? 

time was on your side, yeah time was on your side 

time, was on your side, this time. 

someday you’ll regret everything you did to me -

It started off with a chance that was caught on to last

And you never let me look away

It started off with a strong love

And all you did was push that away

 

I should’ve known you were too young to realize what you wanted

I should’ve known you didn’t want the same things

But I have learned that time gave me what I wanted

Instead of watching me breaking

 

But I’ll never give up I’ll never back down

no matter how hard you let go

I’ll just watch you walk away,

because my momma taught me to let go and let you leave

cause I have others who’ll come running towards me

I’m not gonna stand here lookin’ desperate

cause that’s all you’ll ever know,

so I’ll give you a  taste of your own medicine and watch you miss me,

are you sorry you walked away and left something you called love in the dark,

I’m not sorry you miss me, instead that you destroyed my heart,

someday you’ll regret everything you did to me 

are you ready to love? Are you ready for life?

That’s what I’ll have written in my mind

The next time you see me talkin’ to another guy

I’m not tryin’ to sound cruel but what you did was out of line

So now I’ll show you my next move and hope to god that you put up a fight

I found someone new, oh you’re mad now?

Cause you didn’t seem to care when you left me

But I’ll never give up I’ll never back down

no matter how hard you let go

I’ll just watch you walk away,

because my momma taught me to let go and let you leave

cause I have others who’ll come running towards me

I’m not gonna stand here lookin’ desperate

cause that’s all you’ll ever know,

so I’ll give you a  taste of your own medicine and watch you miss me,

are you sorry you walked away and left something you called love in the dark,

I’m not sorry you miss me, instead that you destroyed my heart,

someday you’ll regret everything you did to me 

Beginning of the End

I thought I knew you were good for me,

But maybe it was too good to believe

I thought I knew we’d last forever

Until you fought your way out

Of our happily ever after

 

I thought I knew right from wrong

But I guess I was fighting it all along

Some things just never stay the same

Can you find anyone else to blame?

Some things fade away,

But some things never change

What you did, who you were made me believe

That this wasn’t the end of our reality

I guess I was wrong, its time to move on

Lift your head up this is just the beginning of the end

The beginning of the end

you fought your way till the end

And made me fall back, let you win

You take the gold again

This doesn’t make any sense

Here we go, stirring up our hearts again

Some things just never stay the same

Can you find anyone else to blame?

Some things fade away,

But some things never change

What you did, who you were made me believe

That this wasn’t the end of our reality

I guess I was wrong, its time to move on

Lift your head up this is just the beginning of the end

The beginning of the end

This doesn’t make any sense

You get that feeling when everyone’s wrong

Everything’s going on and nothing you do will keep you strong

 

Some things just never stay the same

Can you find anyone else to blame?

Some things fade away,

But some things never change

What you did, who you were made me believe

That this wasn’t the end of our reality

I guess I was wrong, its time to move on

Lift your head up this is just the beginning of the end

The beginning of the end 

Games, lies, and tretchery.

Baby, give me all that you’ve got

I hear what you’re saying

But it don’t mean a thing

If you’re gonna hold out on me

No I’m not trying to hurt you

I’m just trying to tell you

What I’m seeing is lacking what I need from you,

 can’t you see, that

With you I don’t know where I’m going wrong

I feel like I’m competing in a race I’ve already won

Is there something I can change to make you want me a little bit more?

Baby I want you to want me, for me, that’s all I really need

I’m trying to show you that I’m a girl that loves you, Oh, oh,

Why can’t you see that what you’re doing to me

is everything I don’t need

Baby take a chance, make a change

With you I don’t know where I’m going wrong

I feel like I’m competing in a race I’ve already won

Is there something I can change to make you want me a little bit more?

Baby I want you to want me, for me

If only you could see things from a different light

We could transform into everything we wished we could be

If you set me free, into your arms,

and let me let go of who I’m meant to be?

Ill show you, I’m exactly what you’ve always needed

With you I don’t know where I’m going wrong

I feel like I’m competing in a race I’ve already won

Is there something I can change to make you want me a little bit more?

Baby I want you to want me, for me

Fairytale.

Every night when she was a little girl

Her daddy tucked her in to bed

He read her a story about a princess

That was always happy in the end

 

she fell asleep that night dreaming of fairytales

of being a princess just like the one just read

and having a happy ending, one that could actually last

but as she grew up, she waited patiently

for that day when her prince would come

he’d throw rocks at her window, hold open the door

all of that and so much more

 

she told her self to hold on to the moment

wait a little bit longer and you will see

that you will be happy in the end

just give it a chance and you’ll see

she always believed in fairytales

and the magic that they had

she always believed in fairytales

and the magic that they had

 

can you feel it? The magic in the air

can you feel it? The magic in the air

 

She lived her life dreaming of fairytales

Of being a princess just like in the story

and having a happy ending, a happy ending

but I grew up, one day, heard a song on the radio

I knew just then, she gave me the hope I needed

As she sang the words “today was a fairytale”

I believe in fairytales. Just like taylor swift

 

I told myself to hold on to the moment

wait a little bit longer and I will see

that I will be happy in the end

just give it a chance and I would see

I always believed in fairytales

and the magic that they had

I always believed in fairytales

and the magic that they had

 

all because of taylor swift and the song she sang

“today was a fairytale”

 

can you feel it? The magic in the air…. 

“Us Against the World”

In a world full of lies, the truth comes out from hiding,

Sometimes its hard to find the missing puzzle pieces, but you’ve seem to found the one in me,

We make up something right in a world full of wrong,

And everything between us is fighting against the world through it all

 

But it only takes you, and me, to use our love against everything in between,

Don’t start again, don’t let this end, its only the beginning,

 

Your words spin me in circles, saying one thing always meaning another,

For some reason I know that you’re right in the end of it all,

And all I ever needed was you, don’t let me fight it, I don’t want to hold back with you,

What you say is never what you mean but “I love you” is never the same thing,

I need you like you need me and you make me who I need to be

We’ll be together forever, standing strong, its gonna be us against the world,

 

Your friends keep pushing me around, testing my strength,

on to the next round, and you know exactly how I feel,

but its hard to get through to you, seeing that sometimes you take their side,

and I can’t seem to find the light anymore

 

Your words spin me in circles, saying one thing always meaning another,

For some reason I know that you’re right in the end of it all,

And all I ever needed was you, don’t let me fight it, I don’t want to hold back with you,

What you say is never what you mean but “I love you” is never the same thing,

I need you like you need me and you make me who I need to be

We’ll be together forever, standing strong, its gonna be us against the world,

 

And my confidence can’t stand another downfall so strong,

but you raise me up willing to risk it all, And shouldn’t I be doing the same,

to put a label on the risk that I’m willing to take?

Don’t start pushing me away, you know you always do,

I want us to last longer than forever, and you always say so do you, so

I’m willing to fight against the world just as long as your with me

in the end of it all

 

Your words spin me in circles, saying one thing always meaning another,

For some reason I know that you’re right in the end of it all,

And all I ever needed was you, don’t let me fight it, I don’t want to hold back with you,

What you say is never what you mean but “I love you” is never the same thing,

I need you like you need me and you make me who I need to be

We’ll be together forever, standing strong, its gonna be us against the world

“The Break Down”

How did this happen? Where did you go?

 How come everytime you look at me,

 its like looking at someone else?

All you see is her when you look into my eyes.

And It hurts me, why should I even be surprised?

 

You were my fairytale, you showed me something real,

you helped me forget all of my fears, then wiped away my tears,

you helped me through thick and thin

but then it begins, the story that never ends.

 

You built me up to break me down,

You watched me fall to the ground

Its easy for you to see, Im nothing without you

But I’m not letting you get the best of me

Cause you’re never around

When I need you most,

And its time for me to let you go

Just because you built me up to break, me down.

 

Im throwing all of your stuff away,

Forgetting everything I ever knew

But I have to play it cool, now that you’re gone

And its time for me to erase all of my wasted memories on you

 

You built me up to break me down,

You watched me fall to the ground

Its easy for you to see, Im nothing without you

But I’m not letting you get the best of me

Cause you’re never around

When I need you most,

And its time for me to let you go

Just because you built me up to break, me down.

 

I have to remember how to live

How to love, how to breathe

You woke me up to see the real me

And life and love is something worth living for

 

But you built me up to break me down,

You watched me fall to the ground

Its easy for you to see, Im nothing without you

But I’m not letting you get the best of me

Cause you’re never around

When I need you most,

And its time for me to let you go

Just because you built me up to break, me down.

“Temporary Misery”

You told me your sorry but it’ll never work out

So you left for a while trying to figure everything out

You were all about right now and couldn’t see what we’re all about

And I prayed that you’d realize you’re just what I can’t live without

I kept the pain inside for a while and tried my best to make you happy

But I broke down when you said you loved me and dug deep inside to make me see

We’re not fighting for nothing, we’re not giving up

We’re unpredictable when it comes to love

What you want is exactly what I need

And for us, we’ll last forever in this world of temporary misery

Cause when opportunity comes you just can’t let it go

And there’s nothing about you that I’d ever want to give up

What you are is everything I’ll need and how we are is everything I see

And everything we are is just stuck in a temporary misery

So we’ll take this time to realize how short time is in a world of forever

You and me side by side is everything we need to grow

We’re strong enough to fight through a little bit of time

cause when it ends we’ll know

We’re not fighting for nothing, we’re not giving up

We’re unpredictable when it comes to love

What you want is exactly what I need

And for us, we’ll last forever in this world of temporary misery

Cause when opportunity comes you just can’t let it go

And there’s nothing about you that I’d ever want to give up

What you are is everything I’ll need and how we are is everything I see

And everything we are is just stuck in a temporary misery

Until we grow into what we know and we’ll have each other by our side

Our skin will touch and we’ll see in each others eyes

What we fought through is just what you wanted me to see

And in that moment forever was reality when you got on one knee and said “marry me”

After that, times had changed ending that temporary misery

We’re not fighting for nothing, we’re not giving up

We’re unpredictable when it comes to love

What you want is exactly what I need

And for us, we’ll last forever in this world of temporary misery

Cause when opportunity comes you just can’t let it go

And there’s nothing about you that I’d ever want to give up

What you are is everything I’ll need and how we are is everything I see

And everything we are is just stuck in a temporary misery